{"id":1008,"date":"2010-05-21T22:21:30","date_gmt":"2010-05-22T05:21:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/alkemi.org\/blog\/?p=1008"},"modified":"2010-05-21T22:21:30","modified_gmt":"2010-05-22T05:21:30","slug":"angst","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alkemi.org\/blog\/?p=1008","title":{"rendered":"Angst"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So&#8230;Loki-formerly-Diziet is sleeping her last night in her crate here.  I&#8217;ve had a good cry.  I will miss her terribly.  I hope, hope, hope that I&#8217;ve made the right decision.  She was my first pick after all, until I fell in love with Tish, with her funny little ways and her insistence on becoming part of our family.  I guess I know in my heart that this is the right way around, but my goodness&#8230;she is a beautiful dog, and so sweet and loving, and it is breaking my heart to see her go.  I know her new family will love her and give her the life she deserves, and I know there is no way I could raise two of them and do both justice.  I hope she will be happy and bring happiness to her new family.\u00c2\u00a0 But&#8230;this one really hurts.\u00c2\u00a0 I am placing what may well be the best dog of the litter, conformation-wise, because she doesn&#8217;t have the temperament I want.\u00c2\u00a0 My dogs are pets first, agility dogs second, and show\/breeding dogs last, and Tish seems to fit that bill better&#8230;so I know my choice might not be someone else&#8217;s&#8230;but Diziet is so sweet, and so gorgeous, and I love her so much, I can&#8217;t believe I&#8217;m letting her go, even though I know it&#8217;s the right thing to do.\u00c2\u00a0 I don&#8217;t know if you get used to this or not.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So&#8230;Loki-formerly-Diziet is sleeping her last night in her crate here. I&#8217;ve had a good cry. I will miss her terribly. I hope, hope, hope that I&#8217;ve made the right decision. She was my first pick after all, until I fell in love with Tish, with her funny little ways and her insistence on becoming part [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[48,62,67,51,1,63],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1008","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-breeding","category-dogs","category-nina","category-puppies-dogs","category-uncategorized","category-vallhunds"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alkemi.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1008","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alkemi.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alkemi.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alkemi.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alkemi.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1008"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/alkemi.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1008\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1010,"href":"https:\/\/alkemi.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1008\/revisions\/1010"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alkemi.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1008"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alkemi.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1008"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alkemi.org\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1008"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}